life's so hard that no one could see the way i see this world
life's so hard that each path i choose, everyone seems to forbid
future?
oh i don't want to think further
just follow what they say and grave all the dreams
i'm not gifted and let the destiny takes control
Thursday, December 6, 2012
My path
I wish I was a child again,
Nestled in my mother's arms.
I long to hear "It'll be all right,"
As she gently strokes my hair.
'Cause grownup problems can seem too tough.
Hard to face them on my own.
I wish I was a child again,
Nestled in my mother's arms.
I AM ME
In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me
Everything that comes out of me is authentically me
Because I alone chose it - I own everything about me
My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
Whether they be to others or to myself - I own my fanatasies,
My dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and
Successes, all my failures and mistakes
Because I own all of Me, I can become intimately acquainted with me -
By so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know
There are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other
Aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am
Friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously
And hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles
And for ways to find out more about me - However I
Look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever
I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically
Me - If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought
And felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is
Unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that
Which I discarded - I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be
Productive to make sense and order out of the world of
People and things outside of me - I own me, and
Therefore I can engineer me - I am me and
I AM OKAY
--Virginia Satir, (C) 1975
The sadness is engulfing me
The walls are closing in on me
Sadness, hurt, and anger permeating the air around me
Choking me with their intensity until I'm on my knees
No sounds to be heard other than my cries
As the pain seeps into my veins bursting through my skin,
Tears of blood run all over me
I'm on an never-ending path
Just me alone, loneliness as my friend in this dark and
desolite place.
No light is ever seen, no happiness left.
All there is, is the dark path in front of me with walls that
close in on me.
And pain and sadness in the air engulfing my very being.
The Dark Place
Cold crisp air filling a dark insufferable room.
This room being more of a prison or coffin in whatever
perspective you wanna take it.
The doors keeping all hope out as well as anything ever
positive from entering these four walls.
The shades pulled down for no light will enter or be
welcomed in.
All who enter see this dark, suffering and hopeless
place, yet it is home to many at some time.
A place of solidarity and hopelessness.
But a place comforted by the cold walls that close them
in.
This is their world, their home for they are locked into it.
Once you have visited this place, leaving requires great
strength.
It is a frightfully lonely place.
But for those who enter, loneliness is already a part of
who they are.
The time is dull and passes rather slow.
Sleep is an endless hobby for many.
The endless dreams of what may never come brings
more defeat into this world.
A world that welcomes all those like them; who sees the
outside as a hurtful place.
Dreams that may never come true and love that falls
apart.
Many here seek refuge from the pain, wanting time to
past hastily so that their "Maker" will soon be met.
The "Maker" , that hopefully, will be the only sign of
hope and happiness they will ever experience.
The "Maker", who enters this dark and lowly place,
slipping in through the shadows of this despair.
Some say this world is not for them and I pray it may
never be.
For all that enter this place are damned to never feel all
that is good outside or have the desire to.
Some pull themselves out of this place but many die
within these walls fearful, hurting and lonely.
Again, I pray that you never need see this world which I
am a regular visitor in.
Scarred
Alas the pain of the heart
So deep like a knife cutting
It's dividing my heart into two
Such a sweet bliss that brought this pain
Mind in another place
Thinking, wondering was it worth it?
The heart confused at the answer
Eyes filled with burning tears
They run across my face
Touching my cheeks than touching my pillow
The red eyed monster sneaking up upon me
Crying harder, my voice speechless
No words to describe the feeling
No words could touch upon the full feeling
Nothing can explain it, only time alone can heal the
pain.
MOTHER'S ARMS
Nestled in my mother's arms.
I long to hear "It'll be all right,"
As she gently strokes my hair.
'Cause grownup problems can seem too tough.
Hard to face them on my own.
I wish I was a child again,
Nestled in my mother's arms.
I AM ME
In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me
Everything that comes out of me is authentically me
Because I alone chose it - I own everything about me
My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
Whether they be to others or to myself - I own my fanatasies,
My dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and
Successes, all my failures and mistakes
Because I own all of Me, I can become intimately acquainted with me -
By so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know
There are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other
Aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am
Friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously
And hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles
And for ways to find out more about me - However I
Look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever
I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically
Me - If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought
And felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is
Unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that
Which I discarded - I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be
Productive to make sense and order out of the world of
People and things outside of me - I own me, and
Therefore I can engineer me - I am me and
I AM OKAY
--Virginia Satir, (C) 1975
Monday, November 12, 2012
Letting Go- Judy Brunette
| How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way. |
Friday, August 17, 2012
All about My Summer
Well, i found some pictures on my Draft and perhaps that's all for my summer holiday :)
The Front of my hotel i had at zhang jia jie
Fantastic view of Avatars Settings
Outstanding Stalagtit with its clever lighting
Pre historic instrumental tools of chinese kingdom
I love this dog a lot
Best egg tart EVER !
Random
Happy Independence Day Indonesia :)
Seems this is the worst independence day i ever had, staying and laying on my bed all day with a pinch of books to read and have a mind traveling to fiction world
Others having their own holiday, traveling out of indonesia or some beautiful places of indonesia while mine traveling to my own fiction world, physically boring but mentally excited
The book now i'm reading is highly recommended for you who love fiction, vampires, fixes,warlock and shadow hunter
The book have six series (maybe) , actually i'm wondering this is the last series of book i'm reading. and i thought it ended on series 4 but the story are hanging unfinished on the fourth book, hanging my mind for over a year ! and i just found out it have sixth series which the last will be coming on 19 of march 2013.
A year to wait :(
Proudly say i've collected all of these series of books charting from
1. City of Bones
2. City of Ash
3. City of Glass
4. City of The Fallen Angels
5. City of The Lost Souls
The writer called Cassandra Clare and if you wanna search for the complete series of the books from the first one it's kinda difficult cause the first one published about 4 or 5 years ago.
Well, I'm done about talking the books
Seems i haven't much time to post any of my pictures, i got no picture to share.
I was wondering whether i could took some random picture of mine and when the time comes i would rather prefer to watch my movies. oh God, why i'm so lazy these days. Fine, that's all for today. I'm like speaking randomly without point and i didn't get the point why i am typing. so i'm done. Have a nice friday guys
Sherly Suwindra,
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Coming Back
Heelloooooooooo readerssssssss !
hahahhaa, seems i missed a lot of thing to share with you guys, really sorry
Since my final exam last two months i got no time for blogging and got no time for sharing with you
i have been travelling a lot, eat a lot,experiencing a lot and of course laugh a lot !
Oh thanks God !
Actually i had written a lot of my experience in my phone last july, but i lost my phone.
well, actually it didn't lost, but my things had snatched by thieves last month, truly shocked and sad !
I hope that would be my last experience, the feeling was terrible !
but thanks to my family and all the people around me, they cheered me up. i got no idea how to thank them. iloveyouguys !
I held a party too for my seventeen birthday, and i got a lot of surprise. this is the best birthday ever in my life !
Well, thinking about the surprise my friend made for me, is such a shame, how embarassing !
But after all, that is so meaningful for me, i love you guys , thanks a lott.
Well, i can't post any pictures today. really sorry, that's all for today. have a good saturday night guys :)
Sherly Suwindra,
hahahhaa, seems i missed a lot of thing to share with you guys, really sorry
Since my final exam last two months i got no time for blogging and got no time for sharing with you
i have been travelling a lot, eat a lot,experiencing a lot and of course laugh a lot !
Oh thanks God !
Actually i had written a lot of my experience in my phone last july, but i lost my phone.
well, actually it didn't lost, but my things had snatched by thieves last month, truly shocked and sad !
I hope that would be my last experience, the feeling was terrible !
but thanks to my family and all the people around me, they cheered me up. i got no idea how to thank them. iloveyouguys !
I held a party too for my seventeen birthday, and i got a lot of surprise. this is the best birthday ever in my life !
Well, thinking about the surprise my friend made for me, is such a shame, how embarassing !
But after all, that is so meaningful for me, i love you guys , thanks a lott.
Well, i can't post any pictures today. really sorry, that's all for today. have a good saturday night guys :)
Sherly Suwindra,
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Hello Exam :)
Hello Readersssssss,
having a good life ? hihihi
Well, These days is such a good day for me.
I planned each of my wonderful summerrrrrrr :))))
Can't wait till the end of exammmmmm
well, the exam actually starts on 25th may, but i can't help myself to take a time capsule and goes to the holiday first. But yeah, I should pass the difficulty first after i get all that i deserves. Always like this !!
Well, actually i had learned some of the subject. but i'm still not pretty sure of my ability. so i beg for your prayer for my exam, my lovely readers :)
Tomorrow gonna be Valentine's Birthdays and Gonna be a busy sundayyy
After having my Breakfast with my lovely family ,i'll go to have my tuition for exam, then me and anjali will go to the party, thennnnnnn we 're gonna watch avengersssss. I hope my planning goes welll. aminnnn
Oh yeah, i forgot to share you guys some photos that i had promised. really sorrryyyyyy :(
I don't have time to resize it from my camera so i beg for your forgiveness my kind readerss ;;)
Gonna post some photos of valentine's party for next entry, this time i'll keep my words :D
Sincerely,
Sherly Suwindra
having a good life ? hihihi
Well, These days is such a good day for me.
I planned each of my wonderful summerrrrrrr :))))
Can't wait till the end of exammmmmm
well, the exam actually starts on 25th may, but i can't help myself to take a time capsule and goes to the holiday first. But yeah, I should pass the difficulty first after i get all that i deserves. Always like this !!
Well, actually i had learned some of the subject. but i'm still not pretty sure of my ability. so i beg for your prayer for my exam, my lovely readers :)
Tomorrow gonna be Valentine's Birthdays and Gonna be a busy sundayyy
After having my Breakfast with my lovely family ,i'll go to have my tuition for exam, then me and anjali will go to the party, thennnnnnn we 're gonna watch avengersssss. I hope my planning goes welll. aminnnn
Oh yeah, i forgot to share you guys some photos that i had promised. really sorrryyyyyy :(
I don't have time to resize it from my camera so i beg for your forgiveness my kind readerss ;;)
Gonna post some photos of valentine's party for next entry, this time i'll keep my words :D
Sincerely,
Sherly Suwindra
Sunday, May 13, 2012
The Tragedy
Hello Readerss,
I'd like to give my deep sympathy to a tragic aircrash disaster that happened on last wednesday in salak mountain,bogor.
The aircraft is from Rusia, named Sukhoi Superjet 100
My prayers goes to all Sukhoi's victim and their family.I hope the evacuation goes well and May God always bless them .Amin
"The angels are always near to those who are grieving, to whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hand of God. "
With Deepest Condolonces,
Sherly Suwindra
I'd like to give my deep sympathy to a tragic aircrash disaster that happened on last wednesday in salak mountain,bogor.
The aircraft is from Rusia, named Sukhoi Superjet 100
My prayers goes to all Sukhoi's victim and their family.I hope the evacuation goes well and May God always bless them .Amin
"The angels are always near to those who are grieving, to whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hand of God. "
With Deepest Condolonces,
Sherly Suwindra
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Jesslyn Willa's Night
Hello readers,
Now, I'm gonna share my saturday night with you, kinda amazingg !
Yesterday was my classmate's birthday party, her party was held in bakerzin at 6 pm with korean style dresscodes
yeah, jesslyn willa is truly affected with korea fever!
Hahahah
she speaks Korean too, and very very well ! *thumbs up*
Her party was amazing, her friends sings "count on me" song, such a deep meaning, isn't it?
Her friends also gave her a korean dance, which was Truly Great !!!
Here's some photos taken yesterday,
Love,
Sherly Suwindra
Now, I'm gonna share my saturday night with you, kinda amazingg !
Yesterday was my classmate's birthday party, her party was held in bakerzin at 6 pm with korean style dresscodes
yeah, jesslyn willa is truly affected with korea fever!
Hahahah
she speaks Korean too, and very very well ! *thumbs up*
Her party was amazing, her friends sings "count on me" song, such a deep meaning, isn't it?
Her friends also gave her a korean dance, which was Truly Great !!!
Here's some photos taken yesterday,
Love,
Sherly Suwindra
Happy Mother's Day
Hello Sundayyyyyy :)
well, today i am doing nothing at home. no breakfast with my family, going no whereee :(
Absolutely bored to death!
Actually i planned to do some exercise for the exam, but seems i'm tooo lazy this day
oh yeahhh , one thing i'm gonna say, hihihi
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER IN THE WORLDDD :)
Especially my mommyyyyyyy.
Happy mother's dayy mom, i love you with every breath of minee :*
thanks for giving me such a wonderful life. you're myy best superwoman in my lifeee ({})
My Superrwoman and Me <3
Lots of Love,
Sherly Suwindra
well, today i am doing nothing at home. no breakfast with my family, going no whereee :(
Absolutely bored to death!
Actually i planned to do some exercise for the exam, but seems i'm tooo lazy this day
oh yeahhh , one thing i'm gonna say, hihihi
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER IN THE WORLDDD :)
Especially my mommyyyyyyy.
Happy mother's dayy mom, i love you with every breath of minee :*
thanks for giving me such a wonderful life. you're myy best superwoman in my lifeee ({})
Lots of Love,
Sherly Suwindra
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Routinity
Hello Readers :)
I'm sorry i haven't open my blog since a while and missed everything to share :(
Well, Nothing special happening these days. just a routine only perhaps.
it has been a hard day since i decided to have big diet for me, you know it's a "must" for me :(
Just having 1 portion of food with the lowest calories in a day like porridge or bread only.
and i must doing this routine for some kind of 3 months or more. yea, i must i have a big wall all over me to not tempted with delicious food. and of course big exercise for me !
Well, now i'm having bakpau this day and sitthing in front of my computer while my friend is having school :)
yeah, i skip my school today ! Yesterday, me and my family just having 49 days ritual for my dearest grandpa till 2 a.m in the morning. look ! how come i could just sleep for 3 hours and going up with aching body to school ? some kind of suicide perhaps
Hihihi :)
Well, I'm gonna share some photos of food that i had last week in penang for next posting, The Kwetiaw and laksa heaven for you ::)
I'm so sorry i couldn't share it for you now, cause my body really aching right now.
So see you later !
Lots of Love,
Sherly Suwindra
I'm sorry i haven't open my blog since a while and missed everything to share :(
Well, Nothing special happening these days. just a routine only perhaps.
it has been a hard day since i decided to have big diet for me, you know it's a "must" for me :(
Just having 1 portion of food with the lowest calories in a day like porridge or bread only.
and i must doing this routine for some kind of 3 months or more. yea, i must i have a big wall all over me to not tempted with delicious food. and of course big exercise for me !
Well, now i'm having bakpau this day and sitthing in front of my computer while my friend is having school :)
yeah, i skip my school today ! Yesterday, me and my family just having 49 days ritual for my dearest grandpa till 2 a.m in the morning. look ! how come i could just sleep for 3 hours and going up with aching body to school ? some kind of suicide perhaps
Hihihi :)
Well, I'm gonna share some photos of food that i had last week in penang for next posting, The Kwetiaw and laksa heaven for you ::)
I'm so sorry i couldn't share it for you now, cause my body really aching right now.
So see you later !
Lots of Love,
Sherly Suwindra
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Bake Bake Bake
Hellooo !
Wuaaaaa, just awake after a very longg nap. heaven, eh?
Hahahah
Idk, but since senior high, having a nap is kinda big treasure for me. mmm, i love sleep so well.
oh yeah,
today i just baked a raisin sponge and i felt really dissapointed with the result.
i don't believe that the simpliest and the basic of all pastry, i even failed. oh stupid me :(
Mommy really do want me to have my own experience to bake this thing and learn by my own mistake. She don't even give me an advice :(
she told me that its need technique to do this pastry, even the simpliest one.
Ohh, she is right! i thought it was as easy as folding my hand.
Big lesson for me today :
"Never judge something from its cover and always do things step by step"
But don't worry, i'll try to bake the same thing again next week and i hope i'll make it ! hehehe *Fightingggg !*
Yeah, don't laugh at mee yaaa ! would you mind to keep it as secret for me?
well perhaps i'm the fool one of sharing secret in media network which everybody in the world could read it.
-.-
But, Nevermind. Failure isn't a shame right?
Failure makes succeed
Well so that's all for today and enjoy your night :)
Love,
Sherly
Wuaaaaa, just awake after a very longg nap. heaven, eh?
Hahahah
Idk, but since senior high, having a nap is kinda big treasure for me. mmm, i love sleep so well.
oh yeah,
today i just baked a raisin sponge and i felt really dissapointed with the result.
i don't believe that the simpliest and the basic of all pastry, i even failed. oh stupid me :(
Mommy really do want me to have my own experience to bake this thing and learn by my own mistake. She don't even give me an advice :(
she told me that its need technique to do this pastry, even the simpliest one.
Ohh, she is right! i thought it was as easy as folding my hand.
Big lesson for me today :
"Never judge something from its cover and always do things step by step"
But don't worry, i'll try to bake the same thing again next week and i hope i'll make it ! hehehe *Fightingggg !*
Yeah, don't laugh at mee yaaa ! would you mind to keep it as secret for me?
well perhaps i'm the fool one of sharing secret in media network which everybody in the world could read it.
-.-
But, Nevermind. Failure isn't a shame right?
Failure makes succeed
Well so that's all for today and enjoy your night :)
Love,
Sherly
Monday, March 26, 2012
Home Sweet Some
Afternoon fellas :)
Wow, nothing feels better than waking up without alarm rings and realizing NO SCHOOL FOR TODAY !! *cheers* yihaaaa
You know,
I've my treasure time this 2 days, went to bed soo late and waking up so late too, having my nap, watching movie during my day, laying on my bed as long as i wish, temple run-ing , read my old novels. heavennnnnn !
Aaaaa, let me guess would there be any demonstration again for tomorrow? Let's see *devil laugh*
Oh, yeah let me post some pictures from tumblr. The pictures is awesome !
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Sherly,
Wow, nothing feels better than waking up without alarm rings and realizing NO SCHOOL FOR TODAY !! *cheers* yihaaaa
You know,
I've my treasure time this 2 days, went to bed soo late and waking up so late too, having my nap, watching movie during my day, laying on my bed as long as i wish, temple run-ing , read my old novels. heavennnnnn !
Aaaaa, let me guess would there be any demonstration again for tomorrow? Let's see *devil laugh*
Oh, yeah let me post some pictures from tumblr. The pictures is awesome !
Sherly,
Thursday, March 22, 2012
A piece of letter to heaven
To My Grandpa :
Grandpa, I'm not gonna say goodbye. I'm not going to forget you. i'll always remember how you ever meant to me and always will. You have played a great role as husband ,son,brother,father and grandpa. all your responsible now has well done, we're gonna let you go back to your piece home, up there. i will always love and wish for you. I Love you Grandpa and always will :*
With deep love,
Your grand daughter
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Happy Birthday Daddy
Saengil chukae daddyyyy
yesterday was my daddy's 45th birthday.
me,mom and brother made a surprise for him.
and it was great !
My father said that he won't realize that day was his birthday if we didn't celebrate it.
and the worst is he won't remember his age if we didn't tell him !
omoooo, how if we lie to him and tell him that he is 50 ? will he believe us ? i think he will ! hahaha
A little wish for my daddy :
Dad, i wish you'll stay love us and you'll stay healthy. i wish for your wealth,health,luck and longevity.
I love you dad, thanks for giving me such a great life like this.
I love the way you make a joke, i love the way you protect me from danger.
thankyou daddyy,
May God always bless anything in your deed and life.
You are the best man in my life dad,
Happy birthday :*
From your daughter
These were the pictures taken yesterday
So that's all for today,
“In the middle of difficulty lies
opportunity.”- Albert Einstein
Sherly Suwindra,
yesterday was my daddy's 45th birthday.
me,mom and brother made a surprise for him.
and it was great !
My father said that he won't realize that day was his birthday if we didn't celebrate it.
and the worst is he won't remember his age if we didn't tell him !
omoooo, how if we lie to him and tell him that he is 50 ? will he believe us ? i think he will ! hahaha
A little wish for my daddy :
Dad, i wish you'll stay love us and you'll stay healthy. i wish for your wealth,health,luck and longevity.
I love you dad, thanks for giving me such a great life like this.
I love the way you make a joke, i love the way you protect me from danger.
thankyou daddyy,
May God always bless anything in your deed and life.
You are the best man in my life dad,
Happy birthday :*
From your daughter
These were the pictures taken yesterday
So that's all for today,
“In the middle of difficulty lies
opportunity.”- Albert Einstein
Sherly Suwindra,
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Sunday Sunday :)
Today is just good like it used to.
I'm started my sunday morning by joining funwalk with my friend.
It's the acticity which you have to walk, started from yanglim and walk around about 1 or 2 km *i guess*
It's kinda fun, we have a lot of joke there. *smiling* hehehe
Yeah but the bad one is i have to woke up at 5 :( and have my quick bath.
it was a little drizzle, and i was thinking about cancelled that funwalk.
But my friends, anjali, keeps asking me to join.
so yeah i joined it.
i got a little wet on my head, but it was truly fun.
we ate so many snacks and ice cream.*okay, today i really don't wanna think about my weight. *
So after finished that walk, me and anjali, have our tuition. It's kinda lazy, but what to say. exam is comingggg.
after have our tuition we went to thamrin and ordered a cup of coffee for me, Capuccino and glazzy doughnut.
We have our chit chat there and wasting our time there while waiting for her mom to fetch her.
after i went home and took my bath, me with my mom went to sushi tei to have our lunch. My mom told me about her teenage life. i'm so interested about how my mom could have so many friends since my mom used to be a calm and quite girl. i did like her stories. :)
and now i'm syncing my ipod and downloading temple run. my friends keeps asking me to download that games.
So that's about my sunday ! how about yours?
Sherly Suwindra,
I'm started my sunday morning by joining funwalk with my friend.
It's the acticity which you have to walk, started from yanglim and walk around about 1 or 2 km *i guess*
It's kinda fun, we have a lot of joke there. *smiling* hehehe
Yeah but the bad one is i have to woke up at 5 :( and have my quick bath.
it was a little drizzle, and i was thinking about cancelled that funwalk.
But my friends, anjali, keeps asking me to join.
so yeah i joined it.
i got a little wet on my head, but it was truly fun.
we ate so many snacks and ice cream.*okay, today i really don't wanna think about my weight. *
So after finished that walk, me and anjali, have our tuition. It's kinda lazy, but what to say. exam is comingggg.
after have our tuition we went to thamrin and ordered a cup of coffee for me, Capuccino and glazzy doughnut.
We have our chit chat there and wasting our time there while waiting for her mom to fetch her.
after i went home and took my bath, me with my mom went to sushi tei to have our lunch. My mom told me about her teenage life. i'm so interested about how my mom could have so many friends since my mom used to be a calm and quite girl. i did like her stories. :)
and now i'm syncing my ipod and downloading temple run. my friends keeps asking me to download that games.
So that's about my sunday ! how about yours?
Sherly Suwindra,
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Neverland
Today,i watched a movie titled "Finding Neverland" . feel a little dissapointed. :(
i didn't have a movie like what i thought.
i thought it would be great or it will have some kind of adventure on flying, pirates.
it's totally bored to the hell !
now i'm finding that peter pan movie, i love that neverland so much.
wondering if i could fly and never get any older. Eternity life. Beauty nature.
Ah, imagination again.
my mom was right about my imagination.
okay back ro reality.
today i was alone at my home. saturday alone ! how pityful !
i was planned to bake a cake today. but my mom told me that something on my recipes doesn't available in medan. how pity :(
really want to bake a cake.
i love that baking things so much.
Okay this is the scene i love the most about this neverland. Such a heaven and romanticcc
that's all for today
enjoy your saturdayy !
Sherly,
xoxo
i didn't have a movie like what i thought.
i thought it would be great or it will have some kind of adventure on flying, pirates.
it's totally bored to the hell !
now i'm finding that peter pan movie, i love that neverland so much.
wondering if i could fly and never get any older. Eternity life. Beauty nature.
Ah, imagination again.
my mom was right about my imagination.
okay back ro reality.
today i was alone at my home. saturday alone ! how pityful !
i was planned to bake a cake today. but my mom told me that something on my recipes doesn't available in medan. how pity :(
really want to bake a cake.
i love that baking things so much.
that's all for today
enjoy your saturdayy !
Sherly,
xoxo
Friday, March 2, 2012
Extraodinary dream
Today is just another usual day. but something realy great happened to me. yeah it may be seems silly if you know what made it great.
Let me tell you.
mmm,it's........ Dream
:D
Silly?
Yeah, i never have a really special dream like this one before.
It's not about love or happiness that made it special.
It's how the dream took my mind and my soul away to a very different century, different country,different race, different environment, and a very different world.
I met so many people i didn't ever meet. but yeah, the dreams told me that they was my family, my mate and my friends.
We wore such a long formal dress with so many complicated prints. My hair is brown and was tied to a very high complicated bun like a duchess. i went to see a performance and sat on the balcony. it was a play , a great play.
in that dreams i didn't recognize each of my family members , my mate and my friends.
But one thing i do know, they love me so much.
my mate love me so well. *where do i find this guy??? Perfect *
and i have a wonderful life.
but, the story eventually stopped when the alarm rang
i woke up and found myself in my dark room.
i sat and with a blank eyes think all over my dreams. i almost confused which one is my real life, that dreams or here.
i went out from my room and everything seems strange.
that dreams still hanging in my mind freshly.
Like an open old book. It's so clear and real.
Okay , don't call me crazy of this high imagination.
my mom told me that i have an extremely high imagination
i could be a novelist. what a great idea to write this thing into a book. and make it as story.
who guess if i could be success on this story.
even i have tried so many times to write a novel but ended up after wrote till 3 pages and at last i got a "lack of idea" syndrome.
:(
Okay, i can't write any longer anymore,
you'll be bored of my long long imagination.
my brother called me as "cerewet"
hahaha
yes, sometimes i do
but sometimes i could be so quiet like a dumb
and sometimes like...... *devil laugh*
sooo, see ya. i want to see my movie.
have a nice dream to as mine.
For me, dreams are my another world,another life,another adventure.
Love,
Sherly Suwindra
Let me tell you.
mmm,it's........ Dream
:D
Silly?
Yeah, i never have a really special dream like this one before.
It's not about love or happiness that made it special.
It's how the dream took my mind and my soul away to a very different century, different country,different race, different environment, and a very different world.
I met so many people i didn't ever meet. but yeah, the dreams told me that they was my family, my mate and my friends.
We wore such a long formal dress with so many complicated prints. My hair is brown and was tied to a very high complicated bun like a duchess. i went to see a performance and sat on the balcony. it was a play , a great play.
in that dreams i didn't recognize each of my family members , my mate and my friends.
But one thing i do know, they love me so much.
my mate love me so well. *where do i find this guy??? Perfect *
and i have a wonderful life.
but, the story eventually stopped when the alarm rang
i woke up and found myself in my dark room.
i sat and with a blank eyes think all over my dreams. i almost confused which one is my real life, that dreams or here.
i went out from my room and everything seems strange.
that dreams still hanging in my mind freshly.
Like an open old book. It's so clear and real.
Okay , don't call me crazy of this high imagination.
my mom told me that i have an extremely high imagination
i could be a novelist. what a great idea to write this thing into a book. and make it as story.
who guess if i could be success on this story.
even i have tried so many times to write a novel but ended up after wrote till 3 pages and at last i got a "lack of idea" syndrome.
:(
Okay, i can't write any longer anymore,
you'll be bored of my long long imagination.
my brother called me as "cerewet"
hahaha
yes, sometimes i do
but sometimes i could be so quiet like a dumb
and sometimes like...... *devil laugh*
sooo, see ya. i want to see my movie.
have a nice dream to as mine.
For me, dreams are my another world,another life,another adventure.
Love,
Sherly Suwindra
Monday, February 20, 2012
Brain Attack
Stressed out today, my brain is going to explode,REALLY !!
Just tested new tuition and i'm not satisfied with the teacher at all, I'm still stucking with my physics.
I really hate that subjects ! what do i care about rotation,stability ? I don't care at all !
Still have another things to do. Chemistry quiz, mandarin test,history about "Rekapitulasi Tuntang". what's that things? The teacher is really an insane. Asking us to write all things that we know by HANDWRITING in 3 pages,isn't it cruel?
I have no idea what i have to do with all these shit.
Just wishing that my brain will be okay. geezz
Okay,so that's all. i haven't write anything in my history's paper. i didn't plan to sleep in the morning .
so see yaa!
Sherly Suwindra,
xoxo
Just tested new tuition and i'm not satisfied with the teacher at all, I'm still stucking with my physics.
I really hate that subjects ! what do i care about rotation,stability ? I don't care at all !
Still have another things to do. Chemistry quiz, mandarin test,history about "Rekapitulasi Tuntang". what's that things? The teacher is really an insane. Asking us to write all things that we know by HANDWRITING in 3 pages,isn't it cruel?
I have no idea what i have to do with all these shit.
Just wishing that my brain will be okay. geezz
Okay,so that's all. i haven't write anything in my history's paper. i didn't plan to sleep in the morning .
so see yaa!
Sherly Suwindra,
xoxo
Saturday, February 18, 2012
2 busy weeks
Hello :)
It has been 2 weeks since my last post, and here i'm extremely tired. I never had my nap since i entered my junior high but TODAY i have my nap. I actually didn't plan to take a nap and decided to watch movie named "Thousand days promise" it's quite good btw but the guy is totally a jerk and the important thing is he is not handsome at all.
Okay i'm not telling any longer about that movie, but i think i'm gonna tell you later. Let's continue..
While i was watching that movie my eyes like 200 pounds heavy and i took my accidental nap ! and woke up 2 hours later. I feel better now but STILL tired. wanna know why?
okay let's start !
I've told you that i'm gonna make a lot of surprise because of the birthdays right?
last thursday it was wincent's birthday and we make surprise at his house. it's quite funny and i'm still laughing when i remember about a moment when we were waiting him to come out from his house and hiding at the back of a big wall with coke,flour,egg,tomato,soy sauce and etc with ready pose but we are like stupid sculpturing in 5 secons when wincent came out running from us . we didn't expect this before and after that 5 secons we ran like hell chasing him and throwing him flour,egg till he was totally dirty. and tadaaa he made a revenge and all of us dirty.
that was a very good dayy ! hahaha
2 days later it was katherine's birthday. this couple wincent-katherine has a very close birthday right?
Hahaha, we made 3 times surprises for her and she washed her hair 4 times in that day. how pity ! haha
And in the same day it was Irene Beatrice's birthday. we made surprise at her house. and well i was so dirty for the second times.
and while we were making each other dirty. katherine came to irene's house because she would like to join us to made a surprise for irene. But we are so bad to be true ! we thrown her an egg at her first step to the yard. and happy birthday again katherine, you were dirty again !
And on that night we all have fabulous night in katherine's birthday party at prime house steak and bar, jw marriott.With Country Dress code.
and here's the pictures taken in wincent's birtday party at avia samudera last sunday. we have a lot of great time there.
wanna know about my valentine last tuesday?
yeah nothing special, just went out with my parents to have valentine's dinner after we travelled around medan and found that all restaurants had already booked. Imagine! we went to 8 restaurants and it all fully booked ! Oh Gosh
finally we decided to wait for 45 minutes to have our very late dinner at lekker. I ate like crazy ,yeah i have a very bad mood on that night. because i won't have my messy valentine if i decided to join my friends to celebrate this valentine with ordering mcd,watch movie in their house. but yeah, i didn't regret it at all. just a little dissapointed with this year's valentine. actually i never have my real valentine at all. so sad right?
And Today, i have a really good sunday. i woke up at 5.30 in the morning and went to The palace to have my gym with Katherine. We have many exercises there and we entered the spinning class and i'm so wet after the class. But congratulation to me ! i lost my weight ! *dancing*
Hahahaha
I have very good days these weeks. I Love It !!
and this next week will be Emelia's Birthday. let's rock again!
that's all about this 2 weeks, my mother already called me 2 times to change my clothes to have dinner.
actually i don't want to have my dinner again :(
but what to say? so that's all.
I hope you will have your great days too ;)
With Love,
Sherly Suwindra,
It has been 2 weeks since my last post, and here i'm extremely tired. I never had my nap since i entered my junior high but TODAY i have my nap. I actually didn't plan to take a nap and decided to watch movie named "Thousand days promise" it's quite good btw but the guy is totally a jerk and the important thing is he is not handsome at all.
Okay i'm not telling any longer about that movie, but i think i'm gonna tell you later. Let's continue..
While i was watching that movie my eyes like 200 pounds heavy and i took my accidental nap ! and woke up 2 hours later. I feel better now but STILL tired. wanna know why?
okay let's start !
I've told you that i'm gonna make a lot of surprise because of the birthdays right?
last thursday it was wincent's birthday and we make surprise at his house. it's quite funny and i'm still laughing when i remember about a moment when we were waiting him to come out from his house and hiding at the back of a big wall with coke,flour,egg,tomato,soy sauce and etc with ready pose but we are like stupid sculpturing in 5 secons when wincent came out running from us . we didn't expect this before and after that 5 secons we ran like hell chasing him and throwing him flour,egg till he was totally dirty. and tadaaa he made a revenge and all of us dirty.
that was a very good dayy ! hahaha
2 days later it was katherine's birthday. this couple wincent-katherine has a very close birthday right?
Hahaha, we made 3 times surprises for her and she washed her hair 4 times in that day. how pity ! haha
And in the same day it was Irene Beatrice's birthday. we made surprise at her house. and well i was so dirty for the second times.
and here's the pictures taken in wincent's birtday party at avia samudera last sunday. we have a lot of great time there.
wanna know about my valentine last tuesday?
yeah nothing special, just went out with my parents to have valentine's dinner after we travelled around medan and found that all restaurants had already booked. Imagine! we went to 8 restaurants and it all fully booked ! Oh Gosh
finally we decided to wait for 45 minutes to have our very late dinner at lekker. I ate like crazy ,yeah i have a very bad mood on that night. because i won't have my messy valentine if i decided to join my friends to celebrate this valentine with ordering mcd,watch movie in their house. but yeah, i didn't regret it at all. just a little dissapointed with this year's valentine. actually i never have my real valentine at all. so sad right?
And Today, i have a really good sunday. i woke up at 5.30 in the morning and went to The palace to have my gym with Katherine. We have many exercises there and we entered the spinning class and i'm so wet after the class. But congratulation to me ! i lost my weight ! *dancing*
Hahahaha
I have very good days these weeks. I Love It !!
and this next week will be Emelia's Birthday. let's rock again!
that's all about this 2 weeks, my mother already called me 2 times to change my clothes to have dinner.
actually i don't want to have my dinner again :(
but what to say? so that's all.
I hope you will have your great days too ;)
With Love,
Sherly Suwindra,
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